October 22, 2010

Content

Lying on my stomach on Rebecca's bed using her laptop while the internet's being a bitch. Typical Friday night where all the guys are at Blitz filling their heads with the only thing that keeps them content. I have a feeling Ashley's on their side cos she started dota-ing too :( Right now i'm wondering what all the other girls are doing. Sarah is no doubt watching tv/out for dinner. Krystle's at cg for sure. I have no idea what my cousin is doing now.

Momma was late fetching me from Addmath today. The guys were on their way to Blitz when they stopped and said they'll wait for "just in case" hahaha. Though they stood about 2metres away and talked among themselves about.. whatever they talked about, i'm still thankful :)

School hasn't been much to report, exams means recess hasn't been much fun, the canteen's practically half empty. :( despite the late nights and eyebags, this week's gone by pretty fast. Let's hope it'll be the same for the next. Nothing much to look forward to nowadays, i know momma said yes to contacts (probably forgot) and guitar classes B) Make up for Christmas church production to be done and camp's in December. Okay what am i saying, of course there's something to look forward to.

Magazine's out and i flipped to the most colourful pages first. Later i was looking for my class picture and it took me 5 seconds to realise i'm in form 4. YES this line is getting waay too old and i'm thinking of backspacing right now. But yes, it's pretty sad thinking that we'll be seniors next year, where have all the years gone to? They don't call the magazine Nostalgia for nuts.

I guess i'm a person who dislikes.. adjustments. I feel comfortable doing routine, well most of the time. Though i constantly complain how boring they week is and like i typed, "there's nothing to do! there's nothing to look forward to anymore!" but in truth, i'm a really boring person and face it Elena, unadventurous. Well, i think so. Maybe, just maybe i'll try something new next year. Keep my fingers cross! Was flipping through the mag during lunch when my mom walked into the kitchen. "What's the point of you buying that anyway? you're gonna look at your class picture and that's it! you're not in sports, debate, not a prefect, gave up librarian, you don't write any articles. Not active at all, you don't do anything" Got me feeling pretty useless.

Nevertheless, i'm content, although this hasn't been the best Friday, although most guys nowadays appreciate dota > friendship (oh geez) , although i've been sarcastic and i've been a hypocrite today. This is probably the wordiest post i've typed zomg o: Time for more Alyssa Bernal and mint ice cream !