M-m-monday again.

2 Mondays i've woken up late. School wasn't too bad today. Hilton tonight! I hate people commenting i should wear size S, if i wanna wear size M cos it's more comfortable and cos i like it so what? i don't need more people telling me i'm underweight/skinnyasastick/a scarecrow/just bones.
I'm tired of people taking one look at me and scoffs when i mention sports. But then again, who can blame them right?
I'm tired of trying to be other people, or trying to fit in or try to be good at something for once. I'm tired of being laughed at when i do try. I'm still looking for an answer for the question "So, what is it that you like doing since you don't play anything?" if there's anything i hate, it's being degraded. Mmh, i miss you listening to every miserable rant of mine and trying to cheer me up or comfort me. Time to snap out of this thoughts and wrap my sister's present !

On a slightly better note.

Taken on 13/6.


It's been a happy Friday! Besides the bits of emo after cheer-watch, it's been good :)
BOUGHT MY ICE CREAM <3 i sound like a really sad, deprived kid. Placed 5 apple sours on the 7E counter and the fella looked at me with that weird face. They weren't all for me lah, meaning the ice creams. It rained today! Which was good, cos that meant Ash&Rah were free from softball and we went to the gym! PROUD :) Craig belanja-ed us roti before tuition. Couldnt concentrate on add math at all i was too tired, too distracted, too noisy. Yay i dont have to go to school tomorrow! :) sleep in after a week of school <3 Usual Friday chit chats, goodnight!

Antisocial.

It's been a relatively good day! Well, school was. :) Tonnes of chit chat and the weather was (Y). Lunch at Atria and a walk back to school with Sour Apple (yumm.) with the few YE people. After 4, chats with Sarah and Ash at home after screaming at the too small size S and too 'pregnant' size M hahahah. Afterwards, more talk with Sarah over cards, gym yess? HAHA.

Am meant to be playing good hostess now. C'mon dad, you said dinner with a couple. Not some family with kids and a daughter around my age, SORRY LAH, im just in no mood to do any entertaining/making small talk/whatever good hosts do. Dulan? yes.

Haven't been on good terms with my mom anyway, which makes moving around the house worse. Dude, the first conv with her today at 4 was: "Your piano teacher went to Singapore, no class on Thursday" "When will she be back?" "It doesn't matter when. Just practise."

-_____-

And after dinner my dad asked me, "What's wrong, why so moody?"

"Ugh dont bother asking her, she's been like that for the past few days."

Well, thanks, mom.

Can't wait for cheeeeer, i hope i can be out of the house the whole day. Wait, actually i'll be lucky if i can GO

Gonna play my ancient soldier game now, baii.

"Underneath polluted skies, i walked alone on those jersey nights"

I remember listening to Less Than Jake during standard 6.

Screw Chemistry, empty conversations, distractions, being caught in between cheer shirt sizes, short mafan hair and having a mom who nags and doesn't have decent conversations with you.

Screw emo Tuesdays.

Hair,

please grow.

16/6/10

15/6/10

Saturdayy.

My posts seem pretty lazy nowadays, oh well. Turned down ou and am staying at home instead, surprise surprise! Anyway i hope to catch up with Marcus, Owen and Keng Ean next week. And of course, Aly, man i haven't seen you in a week.

My mom said, "Aly's not your boyfriend lah"

"Yeah but she's my COUSIN." hahaha

Tried doing something nice for my mom yesterday, i washed her car! Though, she did have to help me polish it, both of us were complaining it was a guy's job to polish a car till 7 pm. Mother and daughter bonding time, no?

Yess, hopefully a movie night with Sarah tomorrow, can't wait for the speakers to get back. And finally a decent meet up with our long lost EASE <3

Guitar now!

4.

It's only Day 4 of holidays, Elena. Stop being so pathetic ranting, complaining and etc about how much you haven't achieved during these four days.

But it's true. :( I haven't seen anyone besides family since Saturday, besides seeing Jun Lay at Tropicana today but that doesn't count. Ashie, please come over to Sarah's tomorrow :(

I am, truly guilty of sulking today. Made my mom feel sorry for me and she brought me out and spent 69.90 on me. :\

See, this is what i mean by the scared feeling of holidays approaching. Call me a freak, call me insane but chyeah i totally imagined my holidays like this. Waking up at 11 and groaning at the sun thinking "Oh God, there's just a full day of nothing ahead" I am a sad person.

Okay, i definitely do not need self pity.

At least i've made my bestie happy yesterday and i've finally completed Resolution 6!

Yes, that's all i have to be proud of.

Holidays make me angry at the world.

All Time Low Fever.

Uncle's birthday @ Pahang
Don't you think the blue shoe looks soo cute?

Actually had fun at mom's hometown for once. At least this time it wasn't entirely just staring at the tv screen and wasting away life. Dinner was good :)

Yesterday it seemed as if All Time Low's songs were just contagious LOL.
But come to think of it, they all sound pretty much the same. Doesn't beat Legs!

KL: YES, NO?

JUST TWO MORE DAYS

Tho i'm pretty worried what i'll be doing for the past two weeks besides watching tv/being bored on the computer. I need to get out of the house !

Meh, mom wants me to go abroad after Form 5? Noo. :(

Everything's way too fast.

Movie marathon: Dear John+carbonara next week maybe! :)

Mai gosh i haven't watched Music&Lyrics yet, Weng's favourite