2 Mondays i've woken up late. School wasn't too bad today. Hilton tonight! I hate people commenting i should wear size S, if i wanna wear size M cos it's more comfortable and cos i like it so what? i don't need more people telling me i'm underweight/skinnyasastick/a scarecrow/just bones.
I'm tired of people taking one look at me and scoffs when i mention sports. But then again, who can blame them right?
I'm tired of trying to be other people, or trying to fit in or try to be good at something for once. I'm tired of being laughed at when i do try. I'm still looking for an answer for the question "So, what is it that you like doing since you don't play anything?" if there's anything i hate, it's being degraded. Mmh, i miss you listening to every miserable rant of mine and trying to cheer me up or comfort me. Time to snap out of this thoughts and wrap my sister's present !
