Muh ABC's

2011-03-12T19:53:00.000-08:00

took me a while to remember my blog url, and for the past 15 minutes i've been reading past entries. still smiling at the thought of what got me to start blogging. kinda miss form 3, i guess things were easier and i loved our crazy e.a.s.e times :') we're not as close as before without doubt, but i still keep the transparent file which we scribbled nonsense on, $8.99 potato chips! reminiscing form 2 times, when funny class talks among the 5, 6 of us about ghosts, dreams and 'tatoos/piercings? yes/no?' made us happy. i dont think we really worried about anything back then :p i remember how shy i was when i was 13, tapped on sammy's back and said a timid 'hi, you're rebecca yip's friend right?'
i wonder what i spent my free time on, now i treasure friday afternoons even more because everyday just seems to be spent on tuitions, volley, piano/guitar, church, homework until my weekends don't seem like weekends anymore. the days just zip past and it's march already.
i think we're all trying really hard to make our last year memorable, worthwhile, hmm

whoa.

2011-01-25T05:30:00.000-08:00

check out this awesome pic yo! hahaha, it's been four months using tumblr and i love it ! omg sounds like on of those tumblr addicts.. k nevermind. form 5's been pretty wokay, but time's moving so fast o:

oh i remember why i love tumblr so much, cos i'll have less to type about ^^\/

on skype+msn now, and dang's killing me with his guitar playing. distracted much, buaibuai!

Unexpected

2010-11-04T08:03:00.000-07:00

Because i don't receive letters in my mailbox everyday, written letters for me that is. With much nervousness, phone calls, and thinking, it turned out to be a pretty good morning/afternoon. Yez bestfran, here we go again.

RIGHT NOW,

2010-10-29T06:09:00.000-07:00

it's my self declared holiday, it's another Friday, weekend's here ! I'm getting lost looking through people's tumblr, the picture's are soo nice. Makes me look at this blog with disgust for it's lack of colour and life >( hahahah. Makes me wanna start one o: neh, not just yet.

shkypie now :D

Content

2010-10-22T06:29:00.000-07:00

Lying on my stomach on Rebecca's bed using her laptop while the internet's being a bitch. Typical Friday night where all the guys are at Blitz filling their heads with the only thing that keeps them content. I have a feeling Ashley's on their side cos she started dota-ing too :( Right now i'm wondering what all the other girls are doing. Sarah is no doubt watching tv/out for dinner. Krystle's at cg for sure. I have no idea what my cousin is doing now.

Momma was late fetching me from Addmath today. The guys were on their way to Blitz when they stopped and said they'll wait for "just in case" hahaha. Though they stood about 2metres away and talked among themselves about.. whatever they talked about, i'm still thankful :)

School hasn't been much to report, exams means recess hasn't been much fun, the canteen's practically half empty. :( despite the late nights and eyebags, this week's gone by pretty fast. Let's hope it'll be the same for the next. Nothing much to look forward to nowadays, i know momma said yes to contacts (probably forgot) and guitar classes B) Make up for Christmas church production to be done and camp's in December. Okay what am i saying, of course there's something to look forward to.

Magazine's out and i flipped to the most colourful pages first. Later i was looking for my class picture and it took me 5 seconds to realise i'm in form 4. YES this line is getting waay too old and i'm thinking of backspacing right now. But yes, it's pretty sad thinking that we'll be seniors next year, where have all the years gone to? They don't call the magazine Nostalgia for nuts.

I guess i'm a person who dislikes.. adjustments. I feel comfortable doing routine, well most of the time. Though i constantly complain how boring they week is and like i typed, "there's nothing to do! there's nothing to look forward to anymore!" but in truth, i'm a really boring person and face it Elena, unadventurous. Well, i think so. Maybe, just maybe i'll try something new next year. Keep my fingers cross! Was flipping through the mag during lunch when my mom walked into the kitchen. "What's the point of you buying that anyway? you're gonna look at your class picture and that's it! you're not in sports, debate, not a prefect, gave up librarian, you don't write any articles. Not active at all, you don't do anything" Got me feeling pretty useless.

Nevertheless, i'm content, although this hasn't been the best Friday, although most guys nowadays appreciate dota > friendship (oh geez) , although i've been sarcastic and i've been a hypocrite today. This is probably the wordiest post i've typed zomg o: Time for more Alyssa Bernal and mint ice cream !

Lada la la la

2010-10-18T01:02:00.000-07:00

Ah, haven't touched this in ages, hii. Now are the days when i always repeat the same damn line "i wish i studied earlier" but then again i always tell myself that every weekend before exams. Played guitar in front of people who aren't my family for the first time everr. I guess i'm pretty satisfied with my playing considering i picked up ze guitar 5 days before youth and before that left it untouched for about a month plus. Was pretty freaked out days before :S

Love like woe- The ready set (y)

Guess who's birthday today?

2010-09-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

No, not mine. Sixteen in about a week. The year has gone by pretty fast :/ but then again, everyone says that. Doesn't seem like i've been doing alot though. Attitude change from bad to worse, i know, but other than that.. nothing much hahaha. I still find the clubbing song, G6, super catchy. Has the worst lyrics ever (slizzards? HAHA) but it doesn't stop me from playing it over and over again wahaha. School's started, enjoying the chitchat with Krystle and Sarahrahrah haha :D will jog tomorrow, will try to spend time with everyone eating mooncakes and playing fireworks, will have a productive study session with Krystle on Thursday, will not stress over the damn partay, will.. do addmath after this. Andd, will not wake up late again tomorrow. Nanight!

EAS E.

2010-09-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

All the chattery behind class, listing out baby names which sound bitchy/nice, planning outings which always fail, multiple trips to BonBons, Twister after PMR in an empty classroom, making fun of our english teacher, and being plain silly+sampat.
Makes me wanna go through form3 all over again :')

Earth to Elena?

2010-09-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

At Terengganu, in the best resort ever (idk how many times i've repeated this line) and i think i want my honeymoon at Tanjung Jara HAHA. I'm blogging right now because it's 9.49pm and i'm full, super full (cappucino+chocolate cake ahh <3) and am waay too lazy to move from this chair. Spent my day at the gym and seaside. Super content, comfy room, Bryan asking what's the colour of the heavenly sand here HAHA, good songs :) Before the trip, felt guilty and brought along my addmath -_- Cyling tomorrow!
Like We Used To by Rocket To The Moon.
Konfuzed.

Nothing personal

2010-09-05T00:11:00.000-07:00

It's the All Time Low phase again.

Spent my Saturday Night with a few of my favourite people! Band was okay, buff guy in front wore a funny shirt+funny jeans, speakers were alright, 6 buck fried chicken ended up forgotten and was kicked under the chair, stood in the front row and observed the singer who had better hair than me, liked the cute orange amplifier, carried a bible+cd+notebook which weren't mine for the whole night, guys ditched us for ac, good chat with Sarah, Dang and YuKane during the night and bus ride. Overall, a pretty okay day :)

Just bummed cos i don't get to see Krystle perform today :( STEPUP3 soon, hopefully, hopefully. I need to change, hahaha.

1.78kg

2010-09-03T07:45:00.000-07:00

Amount of fats i need hahaha.

Been a sleepy unproductive week, with unpleasant conversations thrown in. I always talk and do something without thinking, arghh.

Holiday.

2010-08-27T01:19:00.000-07:00

Meh, 4.20pm now. On my dad's laptop, which means Windows Live (YES LAH BRYAN, my msn sucks) and i just spent about 2 hours on my soldier game, gave up after replaying level 17 multiple times :( i only knew it was my parent's anniversary yesterday afternoon when my mom told me.
"oh we're going out tonight"
"how come?"
"anniversary today lah"
"OOPS. uh happy anniversary!"
"now what do i say? hahah"
"nothing, just nothing :)

Skipped physics tuition and ate at the best Balinese restaurant everr. Someday i WILL go to Bali. Watched Beyond Borders after that and it was pretty depressing. Slept at 3.

Hm, everyone's skating in Sunway or watching a movie or like Sarah, at the gym -_-
Sleepover's in.. 4 hours. Shit i better get off and start doing my work.

I will make my 2 week holidays productive. PROMISE.

Polka dotted

2010-08-25T06:33:00.000-07:00

Helped mom in the kitchen today!
After watching Julia&Julia, i'm inspired to make tomato bruschetta, mmm

Stuck on survival mode.

2010-08-19T00:21:00.000-07:00

Hush Sound marathon (Y) !
School hasn't been much, and i'm actually paying attention during physics D: Nothing to look forward to, i'm definitely on survival mode, tsk. Cell group sleepover+ice skating/class party?

"cos im no superman."

2010-08-13T00:45:00.000-07:00

Run-throughs of the year, and i can say that i'm not proud

We Chose The King

2010-08-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

-Brighten.

2 good Wednesdays in a row, hmm :) was in no mood for YE at all, though fooling around with a butterfly knife, watching Sarah and Yu Kane play happy families and stealing gummy bears weren't that bad :D Nope, say goodbye to Wednesdays where we're in our uniforms from 7 to 7! Windy badminton with Ashie, Monster and Orange Kitty at 5 till 7 :) Later on, mexican dinner (TACOS, YUM) and took up my Dad's dare to eat a bug o: i don't have a stomach ache YET. Scouting for good songs again.

My 12 year old fridge (not sister) fell apart yesterday ahahaha. Mom screamed (it wasn't my fault btw, SHE opened it and it came out) then swore, and later on laughed. "DAMN IT, of ALL days, shit." "hahahahaha, we women overreact don't we" Yes, mom, i agree. Now everytime i walk into the kitchen, i don't hear the usual hum of our old fridge, but instead get a shock at the sight of the new monster. Nice monster. :D And thank goodness for my grandmama's maid who's here for a few days. She has caught.. 2 lizards so far using her hands, ughhhhhh.

It's been 8 months already o: what on earth have i been doing besides making a fool out of myself all the time?

Surprise, surprise. It's a good Wednesday

2010-08-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

Berbonding over pizza with bestie, laughing at Bryan's laugh, making a fool out of myself during handball, funneh conversation with a person i hardly know, GOOD SONGS. (Y) In a pretty awful YE shirt though, it's big and ugly :( WHO CARES LAH :D

Right naoo,

2010-07-31T06:52:00.000-07:00

i feel like buying a pair of shades and going to the seaside. Been ages since i've ran into the sea and felt sand under my feet. Daddy, Bali/Pangkor Laut please <3
I'm jealous cos my best friend just bought a pint of Baskin Robbins. Had lunch with Sarah and Eunice today (Y). Gossiped a lil during DBS, had dinner at Setia Eco Park and played with a 3 year old Josiah. He's so kiut, showing me his muscles while eating and played peek a boo. Wasn't such a bad day afterall.
I want my prom to be themed masquerade, just a thought :D

Opinions matter, don't they?

2010-07-30T06:40:00.000-07:00

"Omg, why are they all 4 inch? D:"
"it's okay what, you still can wear"
"Yeah, and be taller than the whole world hahaha"

It's a phase, where sometimes you just gotta shut up cos your opinions just don't matter and is not needed. And words are just the scariest things ever hahaha. Talk less and your problems are pretty much solved huh?
There's a phase when your countless sorry's just don't count for anything. No matter how many times you repeat it, people don't see the value in it, and your just wasting your saliva.

When you're just so fed-up of everything that's happening, there's a time when you just completely shut down, not caring about whatever opinions people are giving. Like what language i should use on my own blog. Sure, when people read my blog they're first impression is that i'm disrespectful and shit. But hey, it's my blog, my thoughts, so.. go away hahaha.

Opinions, what people think of you, what you think about yourself, what you think of others. It's frustrating, tiring, and pretty upsetting sometimes.

It's not an emo night, it's just frustrating. That lil comments throw my whole day under a storm cloud. That lil things like msn not working on a Friday night.

Money Is Not A Thing- Chase Holfelder :D

Zonked.

2010-07-21T06:57:00.000-07:00

Usual Wednesday with added chit chat till my stomach grumbled and added lectures to everyone. Mom much :( Past few days have been filled with thought (i don't usually reflect on what i do so it's been pretty heavy LOL) Inbox yesterday reached up to 70+ items which has been the most so far and i was surprised people i thought would never care, actually do. I've been called insecure too, hahaha. It all goes back to choice of friends now, doesn't it

Recently got ticked off when my 2 year best friend never told me what's been happening HAHA. 5 minute chat with Dele, it was good :') i miss her.

Just finished reading Book of Tomorrow by Cecelia Ahern. And it's probably why i'm on Facebook, etc. It's been confusing, scarily exciting, sad and.. vulgar. What a whirlwind. No more Ahern books for quite some time, HAHA.

Just realised my blog lacks colour, hmm. Today's YE cards, previous late nights (and i mean 12.30, late for moi) and excessive use of brain for self-thought has got me zonked. it's 10.15 and i'm already dying slowly. Dental Care-Owl City (Y) p/s: i don't only listen to Owl City, dammit, i just like the song, it's cute :D

Proud.

2010-07-19T02:12:00.000-07:00

Honestly, i don't think i'm a very demanding child, am i?
i don't remember constantly begging for items besides going out or attempting to catch for a movie. I'm usually too proud to say sorry, i'll be honest and i'll lock myself in the room for the whole night when i get into an argument. Give me contacts and i'll shut up, seriously. My mom has already screamed the answer in my face 20 minutes ago saying i'm a spoilt brat, and i really wanna ask her what's her definition of being spoilt. And if my mom says no, there's a tough chance of having a decent conversation with my dad without getting dulan. I swear often nowadays, tsk not good.
Anyways, it was a good, short Monday

Northern Downpour

2010-07-16T06:49:00.000-07:00

Have't heard that in agess.
Monday- Faked sick, leaked a fake tear and skipped school.
Tuesday- Forgot what i did.
Wednesday- YE.
Thursday- Heard BU4's gossip about girls >(
Friday- Pulled bestie's hair, lied to bestie, tricked my bestie and made bestie dulan. Talked to ashie, skipped 20 minutes of tuition, bitched about underaged people. Dulan mom. Mom asked me to get out of the house. Teared over the phone like i drank too much, learned a new word, repeated a wall post twice to my bestie cos i like it so much. Missed Malam Bakat. And had a retarded conv with Jon.

yelenaww says:
is this jon?
_|_
NAH
COOOLER
Jon. va bene says:
..!..
yelenaww says:
ewh
Jon. va bene says:
..!.. -.- ..!..
yelenaww says:
cool
Jon. va bene says:
omg. lets stop this topic. it's so inane
yelenaww says:
idk what inane is so..
_|_
o zero o
Jon. va bene says:
iask you how youve been and you give me the finger
good to see you too ele
yelenaww says:
:)

Gangster? Mofo wei feng HAHA.

"Decent."

2010-07-07T01:50:00.000-07:00

A word i should use more often when people ask me how's my day hahaha. It's been a pretty eventful day, hearing the sounds of Germany and Spain at least 234 times, feeling stoner-ish during handball and ignoring Jia Wei's comment that i've only held the ball once during the entire game (what's new huh?), yelling/cursing at Bryan, telling Krystle that i'm not her dog. Skipped class a lil' and helped stick cellotape on the dynamite hairbands, got glitter all over and had a screamy chat with Zian and Aly when we couldn't hear each other over the rain. Walked to 7E in the rain and thanks to Jee, the YE stuff didn't get wet <3 Got home, showered, ate a cheese sandwich and curled up in bed reading. Thunder nowadays has gotten so fierce, seriously >(

i HAVE to go cheer, dammit. :( shamefully it'll be my first year -.- and i probably wont even be going this week because "9am-7pm is too long" and because i don't wanna go home by myself using the Lrt D: i hate thissss. I wish i was Craig who has a reason he's not going to cheer, cos he's grounded for a month. uhhh.

Okay, I TAKE THAT BACK.

Why i love my fridays:

2010-07-02T06:40:00.000-07:00

Simply because they're don't-care-days. Days when my table is messier than usual, or my room is messier than usual. Days when you don't have to worry about waking up early, though i do have piano tmr morning, ugh. And fridays usually turn out to be the best schooling day, idk why. Like today! :) After much chit chat, decided to join classmates for badminton. Fridays also seem like exercise-days LOL. I felt like a meanie though cos i ditched Ash, YES ASHIE I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS. Man, we were about to spin the 100plus can for the 3rd/4th time when mom came :/ i dont care, another badminton & yam cha session next fridaaaay. Spilling secrets among sarah and ashie is scary o: hahaha. Add math was just a bore, didn't understand anything. MSN was another happy thing today too :D ! And i notice i blog soo frequently nowadays, which is weird in a funny way.

2010-07-01T01:23:00.000-07:00

Right now i'm using my sister's laptop and talking to E-way about Hotel City. Or more like insulting each other's hotels HAHA. Probably the longest conversation i'm having with him o: Thank goodness my mom didn't go for Open Day. If she did, she wouldn't only be lecturing me about going out for lunches on Wednesdays :/ Last night i practically nodded the whole way when my parents kept saying i'm easily influenced and blah blah blah. But for the first time i actually understood what they were saying hahaha. Sentences like "setting your own principles" or "earning your trust" flowed out like water. I've skipped two days of school this week, proud? :) in no mood to start bio experiment. All i wanna do is watch Toy Story 3, or change my dad's guitar strings. Or scout for new songs. And i really wanna go Bali, for no reason. Ah, i'll just stick to the possible, continue my conversation with E-way who is asking me what does grammatically challenged mean. Baii

M-m-monday again.

2010-06-28T01:16:00.000-07:00

2 Mondays i've woken up late. School wasn't too bad today. Hilton tonight! I hate people commenting i should wear size S, if i wanna wear size M cos it's more comfortable and cos i like it so what? i don't need more people telling me i'm underweight/skinnyasastick/a scarecrow/just bones.
I'm tired of people taking one look at me and scoffs when i mention sports. But then again, who can blame them right?
I'm tired of trying to be other people, or trying to fit in or try to be good at something for once. I'm tired of being laughed at when i do try. I'm still looking for an answer for the question "So, what is it that you like doing since you don't play anything?" if there's anything i hate, it's being degraded. Mmh, i miss you listening to every miserable rant of mine and trying to cheer me up or comfort me. Time to snap out of this thoughts and wrap my sister's present !

On a slightly better note.

2010-06-25T07:10:00.000-07:00

Taken on 13/6.

It's been a happy Friday! Besides the bits of emo after cheer-watch, it's been good :)
BOUGHT MY ICE CREAM <3 i sound like a really sad, deprived kid. Placed 5 apple sours on the 7E counter and the fella looked at me with that weird face. They weren't all for me lah, meaning the ice creams. It rained today! Which was good, cos that meant Ash&Rah were free from softball and we went to the gym! PROUD :) Craig belanja-ed us roti before tuition. Couldnt concentrate on add math at all i was too tired, too distracted, too noisy. Yay i dont have to go to school tomorrow! :) sleep in after a week of school <3 Usual Friday chit chats, goodnight!

Antisocial.

2010-06-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

It's been a relatively good day! Well, school was. :) Tonnes of chit chat and the weather was (Y). Lunch at Atria and a walk back to school with Sour Apple (yumm.) with the few YE people. After 4, chats with Sarah and Ash at home after screaming at the too small size S and too 'pregnant' size M hahahah. Afterwards, more talk with Sarah over cards, gym yess? HAHA.

Am meant to be playing good hostess now. C'mon dad, you said dinner with a couple. Not some family with kids and a daughter around my age, SORRY LAH, im just in no mood to do any entertaining/making small talk/whatever good hosts do. Dulan? yes.

Haven't been on good terms with my mom anyway, which makes moving around the house worse. Dude, the first conv with her today at 4 was: "Your piano teacher went to Singapore, no class on Thursday" "When will she be back?" "It doesn't matter when. Just practise."

-_____-

And after dinner my dad asked me, "What's wrong, why so moody?"

"Ugh dont bother asking her, she's been like that for the past few days."

Well, thanks, mom.

Can't wait for cheeeeer, i hope i can be out of the house the whole day. Wait, actually i'll be lucky if i can GO

Gonna play my ancient soldier game now, baii.

"Underneath polluted skies, i walked alone on those jersey nights"

2010-06-22T00:44:00.000-07:00

I remember listening to Less Than Jake during standard 6.

Screw Chemistry, empty conversations, distractions, being caught in between cheer shirt sizes, short mafan hair and having a mom who nags and doesn't have decent conversations with you.

Screw emo Tuesdays.

Hair,

2010-06-18T07:27:00.000-07:00

please grow.

2010-06-16T23:20:00.000-07:00

16/6/10

15/6/10

Saturdayy.

2010-06-11T23:15:00.000-07:00

My posts seem pretty lazy nowadays, oh well. Turned down ou and am staying at home instead, surprise surprise! Anyway i hope to catch up with Marcus, Owen and Keng Ean next week. And of course, Aly, man i haven't seen you in a week.

My mom said, "Aly's not your boyfriend lah"

"Yeah but she's my COUSIN." hahaha

Tried doing something nice for my mom yesterday, i washed her car! Though, she did have to help me polish it, both of us were complaining it was a guy's job to polish a car till 7 pm. Mother and daughter bonding time, no?

Yess, hopefully a movie night with Sarah tomorrow, can't wait for the speakers to get back. And finally a decent meet up with our long lost EASE <3

Guitar now!

4.

2010-06-08T06:42:00.000-07:00

It's only Day 4 of holidays, Elena. Stop being so pathetic ranting, complaining and etc about how much you haven't achieved during these four days.

But it's true. :( I haven't seen anyone besides family since Saturday, besides seeing Jun Lay at Tropicana today but that doesn't count. Ashie, please come over to Sarah's tomorrow :(

I am, truly guilty of sulking today. Made my mom feel sorry for me and she brought me out and spent 69.90 on me. :\

See, this is what i mean by the scared feeling of holidays approaching. Call me a freak, call me insane but chyeah i totally imagined my holidays like this. Waking up at 11 and groaning at the sun thinking "Oh God, there's just a full day of nothing ahead" I am a sad person.

Okay, i definitely do not need self pity.

At least i've made my bestie happy yesterday and i've finally completed Resolution 6!

Yes, that's all i have to be proud of.

Holidays make me angry at the world.

All Time Low Fever.

2010-06-06T01:27:00.000-07:00

Uncle's birthday @ Pahang
Don't you think the blue shoe looks soo cute?

Actually had fun at mom's hometown for once. At least this time it wasn't entirely just staring at the tv screen and wasting away life. Dinner was good :)

Yesterday it seemed as if All Time Low's songs were just contagious LOL.
But come to think of it, they all sound pretty much the same. Doesn't beat Legs!

KL: YES, NO?

JUST TWO MORE DAYS

2010-06-02T00:35:00.000-07:00

Tho i'm pretty worried what i'll be doing for the past two weeks besides watching tv/being bored on the computer. I need to get out of the house !

Meh, mom wants me to go abroad after Form 5? Noo. :(

Everything's way too fast.

Movie marathon: Dear John+carbonara next week maybe! :)

Mai gosh i haven't watched Music&Lyrics yet, Weng's favourite

Not such a funny day, hahah

2010-05-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

Chatting with Sarah and Ashie in the library was good. :) Though a lil too loud, probably every table around us heard every single word we uttered but whatever, i'm too tired to care. I'm guessing we're tired to feel guilty that we wasted half our sort-of study time.

Talking to Xiann on msn :) Which makes me feel better cos i'm having a conversation with someone else whom i barely know, and who's doing all the talking and question-asking. Using all the emoticons which annoys (call me fussy), talks again when i don't reply and i'm in no mood whatsoever to talk about what's my first paper on Monday -_____- Haven't talked to Xiann in ages and yet he understands me so well :') i love Xiann!

Came home at 5-ish and after much chocolate cookies, lied on the bed with chit chatted with Ashley. At least i don't feel so bad now, feeling tired, jealous, disappointed, dulan, insecure. And it aches when some of our friends are just wasting their lives and time doing something which is so not worth it. Worse thing is, they don't care. Feeling every feeling that isn't good on Friday nights :/ We're only human right?

Distraction? Covered that topic today, and yes, call me desp but i think i need it. I don't think my new resolution from my bestie is that much of a help hahaha. Xiann gets me though! Something to look forward to at least. Things have gone abit boring-ish lately, don't you think? In tuition today, Dang went, "Quite sad right our teenage life, study, exams, damn sad"

"HAHA, you're talking like some emo kid weih. Emo ah, Dang?"

"Quite ah."

I'm a pretty boring person & i talk too much (i keep telling myself i should listen).

I can list more, but i just don't have the mood.

This is a wordy post, no?

:|

2010-05-19T01:01:00.000-07:00

Screw Sivik Project.
I'm wasting my life on this computer
37% for Add math, good job.
I'm tired and fed-up of playing the third person, no matter how.. important i am
Jer Coons got boring
Mum didn't want to send me to the gym today, i wish i could drive
i need to meet new people
June holidays, come quick
Distractions turn into things (N)
I did not have a good day at school
Craig once told me, when you're angry/pissed, listen to Paramore
Is it insane to hate someone for someone else? It's not worth it, im sure
Mid-term? Go die.

Mundane Monday

2010-05-17T02:18:00.000-07:00

And everyone of us, okay most of us, act as if mid term is 3 weeks away.
Okay, maybe just suckers like me.

"Forget the who, the what, the when, the question here is why"

2010-05-12T06:09:00.000-07:00

During Bio:
"Teacher, i don't feel well, can i call my mom?"

Slept for 3 hours! (Y) Then put on PJ clothes and slippers and went back to school.

Jia Wei says:

how many cards you create ah?

Jia Wei says:

300?

Elena says:

HAHA

Jia Wei says:
1064?

Elena says:

more like 27364956
pro mou?

Jia Wei says:

i see i see
pro la pro la

Screamed at everyone today and i cannot believe teacher asked why am i so .. patient. Proud of my bestie and Weng who kept their promise and didn't ditch YE. Ashie Yu Kane and Erving came over and managed to finish quite abit :) Berbonding! Today's soundtrack is <3 Achievement of the day: I FINALLY BOUGHT A CAPO. Which reminds me to find out that OwlCity song.. but that'll probably have to wait.
AddMath ):

Acousticversionacousticversion, mmh.

2010-05-05T06:54:00.000-07:00

She's brunette, not blonde.

I'm glad my sister bought it, took it away from her bedside table before she flipped to page 66. She didn't mind :) I haven't watched A Walk To Remember, but i plan to read the book. Deprived from books, wasn't till i was chatting with Erica when i realised i haven't touched a storybook since two months ago. Not good :\ I find myself too absorbed while reading Dear John, gee i brought it for LUNCH.

Usual chatter with Krystle today. She reads my face as if i'm an open book.When i'm quiet and not as chatty she'll immediately ask me what's wrong Hahaha

Topic for today: Fish, Friends, Fights

Seriously.

I liked prayer meeting today, came late and saw everyone bustling around with coloured cards and pens writing notes to cheer people up. Sat there for 5 minutes wondering who to write, when the bell rang i was too late and couldn't find a scissors.

Total storm cloud during YE, swearing at Yu Kane for being unable to cut tissue paper straight. But all in all school was okay :) Mostly enjoyed the weather and though i was sleepy-eyed when i got home, showered and sat on the bed finishing the story (Y)

This Afternoon

2010-05-02T03:20:00.000-07:00

Never knew Nickelback sang such cheerful songs :)
Yu Kane says I've been addicted to scouting for knew songs ever since Legs. Agreed!
Today's Bk class was good. The teacher totally understands what we're going through, what difficulties we face, our temptations. Didn't know learning Luke 11 with her would've been so.. deep haha.
Sarah said it made her feel like bringing everyone along to Bk :D

Monday tomorrow, it's been a restful weekend !

Uh-oh, i see dark clouds ahead

2010-04-30T00:12:00.000-07:00

Friday afternoons are probably the best followed by Monday afternoons. Skipped CF and decided to head home, thank goodness i had Adam to teman me, hahaha. I think 15 minutes is still considered berbonding!
School hasn't been too bad. Though i think April seems as though it has been the longest month so far. Why? My mom thinks it's because i have endless homework hahaha. Iron man 2, youth and dinner with KE and Aly tomorrow! Can't wait to push aside my homework pile and just relax. Prayer meeting was about gratitude, being thankful. And yes, Jeremy i am thankful for what my family's done for me.. i just haven't haven't really told them hahah.
Just told Kevin i've met Janice in Cambodia 2 years back. I know he's jealous! :)
Well, short entry, sister is screaming for me to recommend her a dvd to watch, ahaha.
Lightning's here, baii.

The weather, is killing me

2010-04-29T03:06:00.000-07:00

i <3 Alisha for lending me her hairband.
Oh good, it just started drizzling !
Need a capo, itching to play that Owl city songg.

Red Guitar;

2010-04-25T01:36:00.000-07:00

you're right, cousin, it doesn't sound that bad. BUT NOTHING BEATS JER COONS <3

Skipped youth sleepover for homework but i woke up at 6.45 and waited for Jon to pick me up and went to Eunice's house. Pulled the blanket off Sarah to wake her up and went downstairs to help prepare sandwiches. Achievement of the day: I played a smidgen of volleyball, PROUD.

I liked the car rides to and from Lake Gardens, listened to numerous soundtracks and shared my current favourite song with everyone, don't have to guess which. Ate at Kayu for lunch and chit chatted (Y). Later on, BK. It was okay i guess, considering i didn't study at all. Woof, Sarah? Hahaha. All in all, not a bad day :)

This goes out to the fella whom i cringed at every so-called advice given. I actually needed someone to tell me,

a) screw homework

b) go have fun and

c) when you're tired, go sleep.

Elena, you can be so pathetic and dependent.

Everyone's probably drunk and in the pool by now

2010-04-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

Tuition from 6-10. (Y).

Never knew Form 4 would've been this hectic :(

Homework, no time for you :)

@ Tropicana.

2010-04-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

i hope Strid uploads the pictures from hers real quick!
i don't have a proper photo with Dele :(

Last night was great. Everyone dressed up and looked great. It made up for 007 which i missed, i guess. Probably just less wild haha. Quite potong though, for us who had two left feet, hahaha. Dang sang a great solo of Gee, (Y).

Everyone came super sleepy-eyed to school today. Thank goodness for Ye sales which kept us awake? I'M SO PROUD OF OUR SALES TODAY. All our hard work paid off :')
iu day next Saturday macamana?

RUN DEVIL, RUN ._.
i blame you, Ash.
Haha

2010-04-07T07:33:00.000-07:00

I appreciate my Wednesday nights.
Wednesdays usually means in my uniform for 12 whole hours from the moment i wake up, eww.

"It's obvious that you're dying, dying"

2010-04-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

-FENCES. (Y)

Even though i didn't sleep at 3, even though i did not wake up early for volleyball, i did nothing today besides church till 7.. i'm still TIRED. Church was good though :) I admit, i almost cried during the short sketch , though i've watched it quite a number of times before. Went to makan with Eunice, Sarah, Seng Loh, Mark and Jeremy. It wasn't that bad i guess, i wouldn't say berbonding either hahaha. YE CARDS tomorrow. (I'm turning into a freak, you know it, i know it.)

And now.. to sleep.

Finally Friday

2010-04-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

Hectic week :( at least i think so, i cant' remember what i did on Monday.
OH YEAH, cards with Sarah. YE much this week, sigh.
I've been getting so worked up over small things nowadays. Well, more often than usual, if you like. I keep telling myself i talk too much, and someone once said i should listen more. Which leads to thinking people are overly fed up with me, who knows Sarah, deep deep down you are! LOL. Started bitching about people to Joshua. Omg, i know.
Wednesday night= Totally nervous wreck, hahahah

Ashley's probably right, i seemed happier today! We sang behind the chemistry lab, and i hummed to myself throughout the afternoon. Accomplishment of the day: I used my napping time for YE cards with Sarah and Ashley, be proud!
I admit and confess; i ditched my bestie for a half an hour call of being tortured.

Hahaha, Jing's probably right, i'm no one's mother, so i can't put people down and lecture them. I'm just one of the many who cares, which isn't gonna make them change their minds about what they want to do. Please lah, i love my lisan topic, big smile.

Damn, Elena, watching The Blind Side bit by bit is not the way.

BOTB!

2010-03-28T23:45:00.000-07:00

Stolen from Aly's.

Afternoon weathers make people completely cranky, agreed?

2010-03-26T06:41:00.000-07:00

Half a cup of coffee with an empty stomach made me wanna throw up :( Ash, thank goodness i didn't drink the whole thing Hahaha.

I'm quite content with the science questions yesterday, i don't have to worry about entering the finals.
Changed my Pap Smear answer to lung cancer
They asked about the plastic substance used to laminate kitchen cabinets (?)
They asked about what was used in shampoos
Frowned at every question with square roots, circles, degree signs and circled B
Subjective questions: Mangrove trees.

"What are mangrove trees ah? Grow mangoes ah?" LOL Krystle!
Today's BM period felt like eternity. Thank God It's Friday.

BOTB tomorrow! It's gonna be a good night :D

"If my segments get separated i'll scream, and you'll be there."

2010-03-24T07:11:00.000-07:00

I still don't tire of that song, Aly!

Today's YE felt like the longest so far, half of the group decided to ditch us.
I don't wanna skip class picture for a stupid science quiz! What lah. :(
Was being such a biatch during dinner, snapping at everyone and going completely moody. Pms much?
I found out: Craig has a good taste in music (Y).

Saturday.

2010-03-20T07:42:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 1130, which is something my mom never allows us to do, but for the past few days, she hasn't nagged much. I think.
Looked at the mirror and cursed the stupid hairdresser who cut my hair too short yesterday. I swear i am never stepping foot into a hairdresser's for a year.
Found the downstairs bathroom filled with ferns and purplish-pink flowers.
Went slightly crazy because i was so house-bound, and crazy from watching too much Glee -_- Resulted to screaming for fruit cake. Fruit cake ._. but i love that fruit cake, it tastes nice :D
Read too much P.S I love you
Went for a swim in an overcrowded pool. Something i hate.
Returned Sarah's call cos she's all alone at home with nothing to do and i can't leave the house at 945 if not my dad will kill me. Again.
Bon2 with Ske and Aly tomorroww!
Finished the last piece of fruit cake.

He had an unusual shell,

2010-03-16T22:10:00.000-07:00

and left a trail of green gunch on my thumb :(

Yesterday, went to ikano for abit because our dear hamster needed the Japanese branded grub he always ate. Picky much. Walked here and there, and mommy freaked when she couldn't find the car keys -__- Which got us all freaked out. "How can you lose the car keys?!"

Went back to the shops to check, no luck. In the end i demanded to check her handbag. She flung it at me and said "Check all you like, it's not there."
I opened the small compartment and waved the keys at her.
That's my mom for you.

you know what?

2010-03-13T06:53:00.000-08:00

I never knew caring for someone could be so difficult.

1997.

2010-03-12T07:24:00.000-08:00

i miss my red wellies.

Scanner, testing testing.

"i'm always gonna wanna blow your mind"

2010-03-06T06:15:00.000-08:00

Yes, Sammy, i still go to your Tumblr :)

Stupid scanner does not work , i found a really really cute picture of Aisling and i on a tricycle back in Kajang.
She turned twelve today. :D

I know,

2010-03-05T05:22:00.000-08:00

i don't think it looks likes chocolate cake either. I bet at first glance, your first thought would be "OH YUCK WHAT IS THAT." But anyway, mommy's chocolate cake+vanilla ice cream+chocolate sauce on a rainy evening= LOVE.

It's been so intensely hot this week :( Today during add math:
"AHH, it's so HOTT. Fffh."
"Eh quiet lah, can you keep it to yourself ah, how to do number 5"
"KEEP IT TO MYSELF. OH SURE. Hey, it's so cold noww."
"Just don't think about it."
"OHMYGOD, it's so hot lahhh"

Library's closed this weekend :(
Home alone with sister, who's turning twelve tomorrow, till evening. Naise.
If the library was open tomorrow, i would've followed Aly's suggestion and drag Aisling along, i would. Man, i feel so bad, i didn't get her any sweets from Party World D: Just a book by boring book. Ahaaah, lame. OH, happy birthday WENG, my best-bright-future buddy :) Tonight, i shall do add maths till the early hours of the morning. I hope lah.

It's been a week. A week. :'(

"i'll be out of my mind, and you'll be out of ideas pretty soon."

2010-02-22T04:57:00.000-08:00

Currently: Hot Air Balloon- Owlcity.

I wanna go on a hot air balloon D: i know Miley Cyrus wants to do it too ahahaha. No idea what made me pick up one of her books in the airport before leaving NZ. Flipped to the few back pages, and riding in a hot air balloon is in her top 100 things to do before she dies.
I'm serious.

School was good today & finally went to the gym.

2010-02-20T04:42:00.000-08:00

It feels like a Sunday, oh nos. :(
First pizza party without Rebecca today! And because of that, Dad ordered 2 regular pizzas instead of large hahahah. Becks, who asked you to go all the way to Cambodia to eat dinner alone everyday and help out in the orphanage where they pronounce mouse as moose? -.-
So i guess this is how it feels like, when your older sibling gets out of the house for more than 3 days hahah :D Damn pity my sister okayh, she's like stuck in the apartment with nothing to do except watch tv and go online during free time. I PRAY it's not gonna be like that for the next what, 20 days? Go learn Korean lah :D

Woke up at 11 today (Y) havent been able to sleep 10 hours straight for quite some time. Surprisingly mom was in a good mood today. No complaining about waking up late, no usual nag nag nag. I think.. the most work i've been doing throughout the week was add math. But half of the sums were half done D: i have a bad feeling about exams D:

Ahahahaha! LOL jon roberts, why would anyone believe me if i say "i smoke, shisha and do drugs" ?

Roberts says:
are you really smoking

yelenaww says:
WHY YOU DONT BELIEVE?

Roberts says:
aiyo
i feel so sad now

yelenaww says:
why? D:

Roberts says:
cause your smoking
and i dont want you to smoke
cause you can die
i already have enough friends dying in my life

yelenaww says:
why are your friends dying?

Roberts says:
no la
well few of peopl closest to me last year died
so i dont want you to join them la
so you better stopp

yelenaww says:
jon, jon.
why would i wanna stop?

Roberts says:
cause i said so

yelenaww says:
it's funnnnnn

Roberts says:
no its not

yelenaww says:
shisha's fun..
smells so nice

Roberts says:
it smells like shit to me

yelenaww says:
hahahaha
WOIH I'M KIDDING LAH
why would i wanna smoke/do drugs/shisha
-__________________-

Roberts says:
go away
im blocking you on msn adi

yelenaww says:
hahahahaha!
SORRY JON
im a good girl lah

Roberts says:
i dont friend you adi
haizzz

yelenaww says:
but seriously lah
im damn disappointed you believed me

Roberts says:
i think thats what friends do
believe and TRUST each other
haha

yelenaww says:
friends also scam and joke with each other

Roberts says:
but not so kau rite
haha
okay maybe they do la

Start of CNY:

2010-02-16T06:31:00.000-08:00

Not bad, huh? I've seen Aly.. 3 times so far. Berbonding much :D

Cookie-making #2=

2010-02-08T04:04:00.000-08:00

What a failure :|
Cornflake and sultana cookies turned out so... not what we expected hahaha.
Yu Kane's gonna laugh at our faces tomorrow. I guess since our chocolate chip cookies were a sort of success, we thought we'd be pros by now. Anyway whatever, everyone's gonna have to eat one at school tomorrow :D Over ambitious, doing 3 recipes at once. Dudee. -___- Anyway, next up, probably cupcakes? LOL. Got back at 7 ish and there's a karangan to be completed plus the other uncountable, unfinished homework.
I hate Tuesdays, piano at 3.30 just ruins my day :(

Received a Valentine note which read:
Six is better than one, from: Boys Like Girls.
Sammy! why members of BLG pulak? Hahaha
Thanks for your thoughtfulness though :) Sorry i didn't get you anything.

I like my blog background :D

"Wanna be wanna be wanna wanna wanna be"

2010-02-05T06:44:00.000-08:00

"Freakkk"
"(Y) now only you know."

I was a good girl and went for CF today :D
This week's been such a blur. Result of baking with Sarah & Ashley= Success :)
Chocolate chip cookies, done. Cornflake cookies next.
Yu Kane: "What type of noob cookie is that? Cornflakes sure burn wan."
-_____-

Nowadays, little little things make me happy or laugh out loud. Like Jia wei tweeting about shooting aliens. Sarah and i cried laughing over fat handwriting, gee. Lack laughter much Haha.
And little things make me angry/dulan but i guess that's just me.

Rockstar?

2010-01-31T00:39:00.000-08:00

Hahah, not really. But Friday night was (Y). 3/4 of the party was fooling around with the Slrs and most of them were screaming non non stop during the horror show and the Korean Doll, omg hahaha. Finally met up with Dele :D though we didnt talk much but still :D

Ah, Mondays. Started off with a bad start, didn't have enough sleep and mooched all the way through assembly. IMMA BE playing in my head again. Black Eyed Peas songs really have their way of getting into my head. Finally did Peka today, getting sprayed with awful smelling distilled water by jeremy :| Add math was being a total ___. Jia wei was cursing/screaming/shouting all at once.

Finally went for a swim :) I hate crowded pools so today was real nice. The steam bath or you can call it the wet sauna almost suffocated me. Came home really tired and realised i've got a pile of homework to be done. Again.

To Ed-Lynn Cristelle Foo:
Sorry for scolding you today, just couldn't help it that i see you less and less everyday. This has so not happened for the last 2 years :(

@ Sunway University College,

2010-01-28T22:45:00.000-08:00

27/1/2010. :)

The best excuse to skip school on a Wednesday: YE field trip!
Though i must say the talks were pretty boring :( We just stoned at different tables introducing ourselves to other YE members from other schools. Wasn't that bad lah. "My special skill is.." haha. The fun was during the breaks and lunch. After the talk, we helped to clean up the hall and made Cik Winnie and Puan Emily so.. happy hahahah.

After that, we went mamak. Tell me, how many times do you go mamak with your teachers and discuss about YE and who's the most good looking in the gang? Hahaha. Puan Emily even belanja-ed us LOL. All in all, it was a pretty fun day :D Should've called you, Dele!

It's 2.58 pm, i.. am planning to skip Terry's today cos i dont wanna go to Zian's without a teman looking like a so-called rockstar.
HOMEWORK MARATHON STARTS NOW.

THERE.

2010-01-20T23:20:00.000-08:00

A photo of Wanaka, New Zealand which makes Zian go YAWN.

Listening to loud x2 music now. Chemistry+Physics+Biology, one after another today :( Boredom makes you sing IMMA BE for no absolute reason. Tomorrow= Lunch+Softball? Nervous to the power of 2.

YE outing next Wednesday, School this Saturday, BK and probably Carbonara this Sunday, a promised baking session with Ash&Sarah sometime next week, Tribal partay next Friday (hopefully!)

Okay, enough thinking about after school activities. I shall go cry over undone add maths, pssh.

Fat Lip.

2010-01-15T06:37:00.000-08:00

Just a random Sum 41 song playing on iTunes.
Resizing photos are starting to piss me off. No updates on school today, was pretty much the same. Being completely honest, talking on Msn with the guy i called completely emo in Form 2. I cannot believe it.

Don't speak liar.

2010-01-12T05:49:00.000-08:00

"I know i shouldn't let this get to me,but it does and who am i kidding?"

Putting myself in other people's shoes and going 'if only..'

WHY OH WHY,

2010-01-11T04:52:00.000-08:00

must i be so sleepy every time i come back home at 1.30 from school, when i dump my schoolbag on the floor :( every time i do that, i tell myself: i don't give a crap about homework or house practice, all i wanna do is switch on the air con and fall asleep. Ate dim sum today and was falling asleep while eating and my mom said i should take multi vitamins from now on. GEE, what does vitamins got to do with sleepiness? Ditto.

Addmathphysicstatabahasamathtutionhomework. THEY ALL COME AT ONCE and whack you in the face. I should start counting how many times Sarah says the word Sien everyday. Don't get me wrong, i enjoy school :) Just minus the times when the cabin's like a complete oven and we're competing with the teacher who talks louder.

New phone? Postponed, again D: i'm done complaining. Just remembered, i have a 6 paragraph karangan due tomorrow.

Facebook first, Hah!

Fall out boy while Biology homework, HAH.

2010-01-05T00:25:00.000-08:00

Start of to 2010 isn't so bad besides the fact Dele's not here anymore (whattheheck i was looking for her on the first day of school. SO absent minded plus i miss her times a thousand D:) and it was so scary when they called us out one by one. When teacher read out who's going to Batai i quietly prayed: Not this class not this class please please please. Ahah, sammy :( :( ED-LYNN, WHY must you be in Balau seriously :( i only get to talk to you less than 20 mins during recess NO FAIR.

Sigh, on a brighter note, 4 Cengal isn't so bad lah :D I've got Sarah as my classmate, my naib pengerusi, my 7e teman, my transport, my church friend L O L. Wouldn't say Cengal's a quiet class so i guess that's a good thing, eh? Thank goodness for Weng Joshua Jeremy and Craig i won't be listening to the sound of the fan moving. Don't worry Ed, Balau will get noisier! I pity Shi Wen cos he has to sit next to me. He complains all the time that he'd rather sit somewhere else, hah no surprise there.

Teachers aren't that bad either (?) 50/50 lah. I like my class teacher :) First day of class and every single subject has it's exercise books and some even homework, pffft. Start of physics and i wanna crawl to my bed and fall asleep, not good. For bio, i thank God i have Hannah who's so enthusiastic over the subject :) She seems so cheerful and positive, i must learn from her. Already stood in class like twice, once for entering class late after recess and today for not bringing my moral textbook -___- Liang said: It's only the THIRD day lah elena!

Yeahp, just another wordy post. I know how people hate reading blogs with nothing but words. Especially blogs with small fonts and stuff. Photos bring colour to the blog, and that's what most people look for. Oh well, too bad, photos of NZ up later :D

Joshua: "How sad your EASE is left with EE. Samantha got no time for ya."
I can so slap you now, Josuaa. Ahahahaha

BZT.

2009-12-15T22:56:00.000-08:00

It's being a madhouse here. Everyone's running around throwing stuff into the suitcases. Like i said, last minute. The poor poor washing machine has done what, 3 or 4 loads of washing since this morning :(

Had a good time yesterday :D Watched Love Happens with Sarah. SARAH ONLY.
"Damn weird lah watch this show with youu."
"DAMN WEIRD OKAYY"
The show was pretty okay. Had the whole row to ourselves and put our feet on the chairs in front of us. Met up with the rest and missed Jyn Yuk and Jul by.. an hour hahah.
Ate 6 pineapple rices at Just Thai :D Laughed more than we ate and had a good chat :)

Anyway gotta go. Laundry awaits. And the plane awaits. And New Zealand.
ALYY it's been since last year i've been on a plane. How? :( the food'll make me sick AGAIN.
2 weeks no phone ah, sure die there. LOL. Nah, i'll talk to the dolphins instead i guess :) Taaaaaa.

High rise

2009-12-10T06:41:00.000-08:00

Four hours plus spent renewing passports today. SO LAST MINUTE, i know. My mom say "It's a Chia thing" Hahaha. Right after that, walked in ou for about 3 hours. Never been so tired on a holiday. Spent around 2 hours passing swimsuits through the dressing room doors for my sister to try. Fussy much, ahaha. My mom sort-of pressured her to get one cos we, or she wants to go to this new club to swim. She doesn't swim anyway so idk why she's sort-of excited. Moms. Yeahp still going to swim, refuse 7th Dec to be the last time i go into the swimming pool. No more Kelana Jaya for moi, thank gosh :D

Just got of the phone with Sam. Asked her how long we've been on the phone. Her dad answered, "An hour laa" i'm sure it was longer though :) Were going in circles talking about the party venues and sidetracked to.. pretty much everything. Movies lah, 007 lah, tennis lah, form 4 lah. Girls aren't girls if they talk talk talk right? Like i said to Sam it feels like i'm expected to do lots next year. Wait. Like i'm supposed to start doing stuff next year. Esp in the sports area. Desperate to exercise already, don't think it has anything to do with losing fats LOL.

I wonder how double oh seven's doing? i need to see everyone before Wednesday, man. Last outing for 2009 D: i have a feeling i won't be going out as often as i do next year. Tuitions!

Too many empty conversations.

2009-12-04T05:54:00.000-08:00

Taken in Pahang; 1st December.

Both my sisters are laughing so loud, watching videos of us long time ago. Maybe i should abandon the computer for abit. Probably laughing about the green shirt my younger sister's been having since year 2000 Hahaha. Watched Pursuit Of Happyness yesterday. Nice :')
Thanks to Tyen, i now know that Diao is a football player's name. Salif Alassane Diao. Hahaha :D My day can be summed up to 3 words: Baking, piano, computer. But then again my everyday can be summed up to 3 words. The usual TVtextingcomputerguitarstoning. I miss.. jakuning with the three lost souls behind class. Why does everyone think i'm siao if i want to watch Love Happens. I like Jennifer Aniston ! My sister's so sweet, she made Nutella on crackers for moi :) Elena, stop ranting.

2009-11-30T05:08:00.001-08:00

EVERYONE'S ASKING ABOUT 007. DIAO.

iLike :D

2009-11-27T19:22:00.000-08:00

"Now i shall take this bottle with me, climb out of this cot and run away, unnoticed"

Been scanning pictures from photo albums nowadays. The colours from some photos are fading :( Had a good swim yesterday. Haven't been to the swimming pool in a long, long time. The weather was good too :D Though i think a few kids in the pool yesterday could freestyle better than me. Memalukan, Hahahah. After that, carried Abby, the one a babysat not too long ago. She smiles more often now, and she got Heavier. 20 minutes of carrying and i had to pass her to her mom ahaha. Later on, went to eat dinner and saw a toddler with a mushroom haircut and he looked like a James! To Aly: i can prove that James used to have a mushroom haircut, i just scanned Rebecca's one year old birthday picture with him inside LOL.

Now, lunch then to DUMC :D

If my heart was a compass, you'd be north

2009-11-20T05:17:00.000-08:00

Dudes, 29th could not have been our one and only outing.

Thought i'd FINALLY change my URL :)
"Chat-throughmusic?" Ketawa dengan kuat.

Saw Puan Julie at GSC today after buying 2012 tickets for Sunday. Haha, i miss her Bm classes. Just like Strid, i've been watching episode after episode of korean drama. And yesterday started sitting down with my mom watching a mandarin show. 4 hours non stop till i forgot lunch and my eyes hurt, diao. What's happening to me o:

Just went through Tumblr, contemplated whether i should start one but thought, nahh isn't it for photos? Not like i do much with my awesome red camera D:
-Weng; says : chill chill, don't emo please :D
Hahahaha

"Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere"

2009-11-13T05:37:00.000-08:00

RAINED THE WHOLE DAY. Didn't feel like getting out of bed at all.
Sarah, Ash and Wei Shen came over and made brownies :) Had fun laughing over the glooop and spent five years stiring the chocolate mixture over the heat waiting for the sugar to dissolve. Turned out pretty okay, minus the burnt top. :D sat outside and talked talked talked.

I think i'll sleep without the aircond today :)

"Pull through this avalanche."

2009-11-11T01:09:00.000-08:00

Woke up at ten and went to wash up. Then an eyelash got into my eye :'(
I'm sure it's happened quite a number of times but this was the first time i noticed. Gee.
After plucking it out sat down and wondered what to do. Bake? Make Ashley's card! :)

Got superglue all over making my Aunt's anniversary card. Not UHU glue but those strong super glue. Now my 6 fingertips feel hard like after the first week of playing guitar. Ha ha. :(

Oh well, school tomorrow! Or rather, the last day of school? o: honestly, the day Pmr ended seemed like the last day of school. The class never seems full anymore.

I didn't know New Perspective- Panic at the Disco was the soundtrack from Jen's Body. I likee :D i probably was focusing on the stupidity of the show and wasn't listening to the songs hahaha

It's raining, it's cold

2009-11-09T00:12:00.000-08:00

and i like it :D

School was okay i guess. Pretty much a drag but oh well. Almost fell asleep on the Twister mat listening to Switchfoot. Used Ameer's camera like it was ours :) And uh, boosted his "reputation" by asking him to high five or say HI to perfect strangers.

Tired, tired, tired. My Sister's Keeper was so sad :'(

You're out of lullaby.

2009-11-07T05:01:00.000-08:00

Ah, it's a good Saturday :) Church was fun.
Sarah: "Omg, why is Craig and E-way coming?" hahaha
Spent half the time talking to Sarah about ____. :D i should stay for the main service next week.
Was supposed to go to watch a movie at ou. Cloudy! But, my sister realised her barbecue was on a Saturday not a Sunday -.- Went to the dvd shop instead, lol.
At least i managed to get The Ugly Truth ! Everytime my dad goes to the dvd shop, he rarely gets movies i enjoy watching haha.

Friday was good too. Played Twister in an almost empty classroom till 9. Great exercise i tell you. Bribed Sam with a pair of Gladiators but she decided to stay back to finish up tuition homework D: I think the aunty at Bon bon's fed up of seeing us already haha! Spent 2 hours berbonding with Ed Dele Syad and Weng, who always looked lost when we were talking. That's why we switched to SNSD/pilot-related topics occasionally :P

Jakun at Atria's toilets too. Wouldn't you scream when you see a hand above your toilet cubicle?
Enjoyed reading Smidge! at the Big Bookshop :) To Ed-Lynn: MUNCH!

Lalalaa.

2009-11-03T20:57:00.000-08:00

What's with the pictures of food anyway?

I dreamt i got engaged. I KNOW it's got to do with watching Monster-in-law last night, Hah!

Yesterday was just so tiring. Must've yawned at least 20 times at school after the cake. Dele, Ed, i'm 90% sure it's the brandy. After school my mum was surprisingly in a good mood so we went out for lunch. Too bad i yawned all the way D: Then she suddenly said "Did we pay for the parking ticket?" I just went "Hmm?"

Got a hundred buck fine and she said it's all my fault. Sigh.

Watching Boys Over Flowers with my younger sister and yes, i'm probably the latest to watch Boys Over Flowers but whatever laaa :) Other than Korean Drama, what on earth am i gonna do for the next day?

29th October ,

2009-10-30T07:30:00.000-07:00

:D !

Hungry.

2009-10-26T01:51:00.000-07:00

M&M's still can't beat Skittles!

Reminder to self:

2009-10-25T03:16:00.000-07:00

Hair grows, so i should not blame the hairdresser who was so meticulous.
He seemed like he was best friends with the scissors and kept snipping and snipping..

2009-10-20T00:28:00.000-07:00

Johor 18th & 19th,

oh, man. hahaha

Black and white functionnn.

Then the battery died -_____-

20th,

I didn't know babysitting one baby for 2 hours could be so tiring, phew.
She was such an attention seeker leh Hahahaha.
Leave her alone for awhile, she'll scream. But it was good fun i guess :D
Baked a cake for my tuition teacher. I was so tired i fell asleep, the morning felt longg
2.45pm, Liang says: Whooh, just woke up.
hahahaa.

p/s : Happy Birthday, Dang!

Maan.

2009-10-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

I have never felt so pressured over such a petty issue. Yet it seems so so important.
I need a fairy godmother or a genie. Or both.

Okay, I admit.

2009-10-15T05:42:00.000-07:00

I can be such a stalker. Though a hopeless one, but still.
Blame it on Ed lynn!

Hahahaha, kidding. I logged into your Mukabuku to look at.. *nudge*
YOU KNOW WHO.
God, where did the eyes go -.- hahah

Relapse again

2009-10-13T06:08:00.000-07:00

Kevin: "Yoo, just saw Adele they all in ou. You didn't go?"
"Wow they're still there? Haha. Obviously i didn't?"

Man, if you talked to me after school or whatever you wouldn't know Pmr was over.
Ed-Lynn: "You sound so dead. Main facebook ke?"
"If you stayed at home while the whole world's out, you would sound dead."

Oh kay.. I shall not say anyth more about yesterday night. *inhale 12345678910 exhale* Anyone signing up for yoga classes, call me.
Well, the KH paper wasn't as bad as i expected, i guess. Stayed up till 1.30 and forced myself to memorize aset liabiliti blah. Was worth it. Sigh, i gotta say, Pmr was pretty fun hahahah. I don't mean the coming home from school and study part. In school, there's just so little to do. No teachers to ask you to pandang hadapan and keep quiet and concentrate. I love the breaks in between. Especially the lunch breaks. It's always meant for "study time" but obviously unable to study. Hahaha, i enjoyed the break before Sejarah. Memorizing the Perjanjian London and Suruhanjaya Reid with Ed, laughing like a bunch of idiots :D
"Okay okay, in perjanjian London.. uhh tarikh kemerdekaan uhh.." *refers to book* LOL
And we'd sit right outside class and block the walkway while Sam sits at the corner all alone studying like Joshua. You know, close ears with both hands and stares at the book?

Came home completely miserable. Had a long shower and read Becoming Beka. Finished the entire 240 page book till 2 something. What a way to celebrate. I actually laughed when Weili said she'll be reading right after exams, Haha. After that, decided to rewatch The Proposal, why, i have no idea. Then, walked around the house looking for food. Tried to sleep but couldn't, haiyo. Seriously, i had nothing to do! The piano was being tuned.. Well eventhough it wasn't, i wouldn't play it. Maybe because i've got nothing to play or i'm too lazy to learn or i'm bored of playing the piano since i've been playing it since what, eight? I feel like taking up guitar. Nothing could cheer me up, i just felt like snapping my fingers and appearing at ou or something Haha

What after-pmr feeling? Everything seems the same, just that i don't have to wake up early the next day and yes Yu Kane, worse come to worse, i Will start mapling if i've got ditto to do tomorrow. Maybe i'll just follow Aly and clear my entire bookshelf. Sharks. ALY! Who's gonna take us rock climbing now?? :'(

I don't think i've ever typed this much :o Hahaha. Sometimes blogging just makes you spill everything out, in a good way?
Adele, Sam, Ed, Glad you guys had fun today :)
Dell's Computer abit siao lah, plump face mana ada pretty? LOL

"Hey Kevin :D what did you guys do today?"
"Eat, arcade, movie, bowl, pool, walk around, eat again"
"Wow. Okay, now go study for Spm"

Pretty dragonfly !

2009-10-07T03:06:00.000-07:00

BM was.. usual lah. First question wrong :( Those people who put menyusup, at least you were close ! I put menyarung, bleh.
I knew question 5 wasn't retak but i decided to put it anyway, cos all the rest sounded weird, ha.
Talking to Zaimah now, she put menyarung too :D

Komsas was pretty shocking, well for me. Two days ago my mom saw me reading plot:
"What makes you think plot's coming out?"
"Because.. people said so hahaha"
"Why believe them? Wait till something from form 2 comes out, then you'll know"
Mehhh.

Tomorrow's gonna be a long, long day.

What a klutz,

2009-10-05T01:23:00.000-07:00

Broke window panes twice this year? Tsk tsk.
First i could've killed Julian, now Yu Kane. Oh my :o

On the way to the bathroom, we heard glass break again. I said out loud for everyone to hear: I didn't do it!

It's feels nice to be back at Belian. So windy :) In fact it got too windy but i didn't dare adjust the windows. Asked Hannah to do it for me, just in case i broke another. Ed and i saw Gwen and Xiu Qi tear off the MILF alphabets at the back of the class :( We're sitting at where Sandra and Euge-.. Sarah sat last year. Now i know there's alot to see on your right. Ed says, "Omg! CARS!" -___-

Wait, someone remind me again..
How many more weeks to PMR? Haha

a short one before i fall asleep;

2009-10-03T02:20:00.000-07:00

2nd October:
Played lanterns with 5 kids when i was supposed to be studying.
"Che che, i want the green oneeee!"
Haven't played lanterns for so long, was tempted to let one lantern continue burning when it caught fire :D .. but the kids were screaming so the poor lantern got whacked with my slipper, Hah.

OH. Got a camera for my birthday, :) Jyn's camera twin (!)
And and, it's RED. Like Weng says, "Red is sexy."

I've told myself i need to study but i keep dozing off and tell myself,
"5 minutes of rest won't hurt.."
x100 times, tsk.
And i get so discouraged when i do Sejarah exercises and up to now i get miserable scores :(
Haven't even touched KH yet, sigh.

Saya sangat risau akan komsas.

Day 4 and still here

2009-09-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

1) I got 52/60 for one of the Geography exercises :D !
Trying to be positive here.
ED, i wonder if we're still racing to see who finishes the Orange book first? HEHE :)

2) Had a good time watching Fireproof

3) Made a baby cry. All i did was give the toy to her. Was i thaat scary? :(
Must have been my face HAHA

Quiet, too quiet

2009-09-21T00:40:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 8 ish and tried to go back to sleep. Failed.
At 11, was still lying in bed when my younger sister said, "Get up, we're going to the Pavilion now"
Well, what can i say about the trip? Boring. Just boring. Meh.
ALYY, i should've dragged you along with me, hehe (:
Eyelids crying for a rest.

Dead Beat.

2009-09-17T01:39:00.000-07:00

Wtf, i can't even go to my cousin's house to COMFORT her. Like i said Al, i would've taken a cab :( My parents seem to be the worst ones around, Evil and calls me simple-minded. Hm, who knows maybe i am. OH WELL, not being able to go round to Al's house means: more geo exercises, probably endless movies at night and playing The Jester over and over. Tsk tsk. Sad, i know. Omg, and to think there's a like 10 days of staying at home to STUDY. I think the only place i can go is the Library, i can cry weih. I'm probably the only human being now who feels so Damn bored of everything. It's exactly like waking up to another day of nothing to do except yes, watch movies you've watched a hundred thousands times.
Before i go and drum geography into my brain, Attempt to De-stress; Listen to Uncle Kracker?

2009-09-11T06:08:00.000-07:00

I miss England.

My ear hurts :( I guess that's what you get for dialing 15 different numbers, one after another.
Feel like some lifeless person waiting by the phone, Hah. I've been hee hee and ha ha -ing with Ed Lynn over the phone for at least 5 times today :o

I broke a CD this week :o i feel so Hannah

I saw Mary Ann's blur expression when i read out to the class, i liked it :

"Real shopping prices bought you beautiful, shiny, sparkly things. Whereas mom prices bought you brown things that would probably last forever."

Class reaction :
At least ten audible Huh? s
What the hell?
and my favourite; Why brown?

The topic was shopping. Gosh, has no one other than EASE watched Shopaholic? *rolls eyes*

I'm not stressed over tomorrow, i'm not stressed over tomorrow.

I think i should try to stop convincing myself that :
i) it's okay to have movie marathons with myself just a few weeks before PMR
ii) it's normal to tell myself "i'll study tomorrow". That tomorrow never comes sadly.
iii) i am not lifeless :D

OH.

2009-09-07T02:13:00.000-07:00

No one reminded me there's Science, Math and KH homework to be done.
At least i've accomplished something during the long weekend :
Watched 8 movies. i can kiss 7A's and my new phone goodbye.

Why can't i accept the fact my eyesight is -_______-
tsk.

I feel like i'm kept prisoner at home, haha

2009-09-05T05:32:00.000-07:00

i like Ed's facial expression, wei :D

Coming Soon is the worst show i've ever watched
Sarah and i make bad, bad cooks
i've watched 5 movies so far. And Monday's a holiday.
i find Mariah Carey's newest song catchy
Laughing out loud, reading a text message about a snake, haha
i like Bring it on !
My mom's been a foul mood nowadays -.-
21 Guns make me sleep..
Facebook first, then i'll watch the 6th movie?

Dance floor anthem

2009-09-01T06:00:00.000-07:00

Trials= Over :)
Retainers= Uncomfortable :(
Cloudy with the chance of Meatballs+ G.I Joe= I want to watch.
This Saturday= E.A.S.E? :D

I feel like developing photos, whee

My future's getting brown, HAHA.

2009-08-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

People think i'm weird.
Hellooo, you're talking to Elena here. You're bound to be asked weird, random questions :) Why not? I am weird, like it or not, LOL. Don't mind me.

This whole week's been pretty much wasted.
"What have i been doing?" i.. don't really know.
Who hasn't started geography?
That's all i want to know. Not so much of who has started or how many chapters you've covered;
just makes me feel even more useless, hah.

These are up late, but whatever

2009-08-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

Belian, oh Belian.

The messiest Merdeka sketch you ever saw.
It was great fun :D

i was.. meant to be tortured by the japanese?
Hah.

Tuesday 25/8/09

Rock Climbing !
"You can climb meh? Hahahaha"
I am proud to say i got to the top twice :)
The guy over there was being a punte :|
"Under aged. You need a parent to sign."
"This form isn't going anywhere"
"We only open at 2"

Sheesh.

Caught up with Liang they all along with Dele and Strid and watched Ghost Of Girlfriends Past :)
The show was okay i guess. Christmas Carol-ish? Hahaha

Wednesday 26/8/09
= Hectic.

P.S. Watch UP, it was good :)
"Kevin's a GIRL?"